HOME,SUBMISSIONS,THE EXAM DEBATE

now i was home but completely bedridden!did not have the energy even to walk a distance of 2 cm!my next problem was of the nose packs and breathing and the heavy dressing!the exam debate had also started at home and i was against giving exmas as it was clear that i wud fail and get DC and screw everything!but dad mom and all my friends thought that i still had enough in me to somehow manage 2nd year!my friends helped me a lot!thanx to all of them!ankit aggrawal , gs manda ,nishit goenka, gaurav,puja everybody!what they did for me is out of my imagination and i still do not know how i can thank them!they all with my family constantly were chatting with proffs and wrote all my journals,completed the ED drawing book and what not!Man i owe my whole life to all of you!

My stand on the xam was ki i wud not be able to write the xams!but doctors said u will be able to do it!The only thing which i had to follow was while writting keep my head in an upward direction otherwise there used to be bleeding from my nose!our thought was ki me and nishit wud cover the whole syllabus during second sessional with the c2d helping us to imrpove!we were in high spirits that we wud do something gr8 so that our wounds of not getting into a gud insti wud heel!we also had a plan to prepare for last chance AIEEE for me and JEE for nishit!but it all went for a six!so here i was in a dialemma whether to give and face the music or to accept defeat and not give xams!


but all my friends and family was like cmn you can do it!i cud not give my second sessionals nor the upsenty tests!proff bopardiker had come to meet me at home but he too said just bring him for the finals!but i wanted to have a trial run!so dad said letz try to go for the physics practical in the second sessionals!i said ok!i guess it was around 25-26 march 2006!i now after 2 weeks at home cud walk a litttle!mom had pestered me with all kinds of soups juices shakes and what not!i cud not eat as i had the whole mouth being stranded with steel wires and steel clips!my fear was that due to pain i cud not talk for more than 10 mins continuously so how i wud fair in viva!
but we did manage to go the physics practical!whooa!with my friends support i somehow managed to reach the physics lab!where in normal course it took me 2 mins to reach physics lab thru stairs , it took me around 45 mins to reach the lab with support from my friends and dad!


i remember pande sir was taking viva of my friends and as soon as i entered he asked me how i was and i just turned slowly towards him and told him i was ok!another thing which i remember was abhishek bardhan roy came to me and chatted with me how i was and the c2d had helped him and all!then i was made to sit in the staff room and proffs said no viva for u!ur gud and we know it!so they marked my attendence and said just go home and rest and prepare for the finals!we came downstairs and i went home!that incident gave me a lot of confidence that i can face xams!that made me feel i had enough energy and even if i was out of touch from studies for somany days and very few days left for xams i wud be able to manage 2nd year!i felt it was a fairy tale that was going on in my life!thanx to all those guys and girsl who stoodby this villan from first year and motivated me like anything and still they belived that i had talent to pass the xams!hehehehehehehehe!