5TH SEM : T20WC,A House on Fire , Lendra Miracle,1 Night Stand Part : 3

and next was signals!it came back!i cleared NT!economics was cleared!Lec was back as predicted!23 NT i cleared in 1 nt stand!next was singals on 25th which i failed!27 was edc and thatoo i failed!and iwas scarred that power wud come back but i survived!and that was the only time the jinx was broken that if edc came back the next paper came back!last was mup and i do not know but i why but i screwed it!at the nd of the 5th sem i had 3 backs from 5th sem! 2 backs form 4th sem DC and BEM i managed to clear with a condo in bem!and out of 2 bakcs of 3rd sem i did clear 1 and that was the miracle NT!so i carried 4 backs in 6th sem!3 from 5th and 1 from 3rd!

5 TH SEM : T20WC,A House on Fire , Lendra Miracle,1 Night Stand : Part 2

scene 2 : external MUP practical on Monday!before that on saturday evening hitesh called and said he had to make a software of the OR method!i did make a kam chalau software for ankit agrewal before that!but ankitz method was simple and hitesh's was too hot to handle!i asked hitesh what shud i tell at home?and he said he was going to teach me mup!i said damn gud!and i went to his house telling he is son of harkare mam so he has to be damn gud at mup and thus he is gonna teach mup!and that night i tried all my mind in c# trying to draw boxes!but cud not do anything!but pushkar was really gud at his c++ skills and he did mange to make some part of the OR method!sunday morning i came home!and then i slept!and i did wake up in the afternoon and called hitesh and he said everything was ok!and then i started studying for mup!and to my gudness that mup pract on monday went just awesome!one of my best eng vivas!

then came scene 3 the T20 WC!shripad's parents went to US to his sister's place!so he did say now we r gonna study for university and so u and akshay come to my place at nt and we will study!the plan was awesome but as hum toh hum the all the opposite implementation happened and i screwed another sem in the process and this time also screwed shripad's sem!sorry shripad!:P!and yes u guessed it rt!padhai chod ke humne sari possible cheezeiin kiyi!we watched the whole t20 wc ball by ball and too add to it we did watch movies after the matches!as ind vs aus match was coming to end shripad and me were like dekh ager hum jeetein toh chak de dekhenge and ager hare toh swami dekhenge!wtf lol!and we won and we did watch chak de!kudos!and that nt when we won mom called and asked to turn on tv and said watch th presentation and i was like hau kya?nahi pata!hum padhai ker rahe hai!and rt next the television was on in a mute mode!:P!after the south africa match me akshay and shripad randomly started calling people to play prank!and that nt we gave around 150 missed calls like anything and so next day morning people started calling like anything asking what happened bhai ny emergency?lol!enjoyed those nights like anyhting!on the finals day shripad's house turned into a stadium!and i still remember the neighbours house had tata sky and itz speed was quicker than cable tv and as the ball went in air before us the people in that house made the victory screm and we knew we had won!it was terrific!and we danced like anything!

next day i did not give the paper!

Finally after all this came the acid test!the semesters!and what a time table!21 lec 23 nt 25 signals 27 edc 29 power!and the jinx before this exam was if edc is back the next paper is back!i was damn scarred!i did not want to study power for the second time!after economics i came home!was in a gud mood and nishit and me did study hard for LEC!i screwed lec!and i was in a no mood to give the remaining exam and i said to my parents i wanna go to a year holiday and no more exams!and i had nt on 23rd!and on 22nd i watched movies and did go to play cricket on our fav lendra park!after the play finished everybody asked me when was my paper!i told my plan!everyone was shellshocked and akshay shankar jaideep shripad blasted me and said even if u start studying now u can pass!i went home nishit and mom gave me a brainstorming but i had made up my mind that no means no!and at last puja gave me a real thrashing and i just sent a sms to everybody on that lendra pitch and nishit i am gonna give the paper tommo!i started studying at 11 clk!mom was overjoyed and dad was !@#@@ on me!1 night stand with nt and the lendra miracle did work!next day morning i went to the paper and sat next to prateju patil and that time not knowing his part in the future in my life!wrote the paper and i came home!hurray i had done it!that transformed my attitude towards my life!thanx to all my friends that day my eng changed forever!the story abt remaing exam continues on part 3!

5 TH SEM : T20WC,A House on Fire , Lendra Miracle,1 Night Stand : Part 1

5th sem started!this was going to be the most remembered sem of my life!many awesome events happened during this sem!this was a full on pressure sem as me and nishit were back from the gr8 puna enjoyment derby and now we knew this sem onwards the % wud be the degree %!

college started!and so the bunking!but i had said to my self that i wud not be a part of any extracurricular organizing event and yes i did follow that!unit test went ok ok!the highlight of the sem was me akshay and shripad reunited our friendship!we started studying together and that brought downfall of shripad's % by quite a few margin!

ajinkya bhatalker was one of my friends at oak's academy in pune!he had his sister working in cognizant!and they had a snag in one of forum development project!so he forwarded my name!to my surprise one of the guys saurabh bhasin called me!

we had a chat and he then next day sent me a srs!i was happy but i did not know which people to choose to work with me!but from cs i knew gaurav and so he was the obvious choice and i asked puja kalpa akhil!besides pankaj was always with me!we started the project with success and did send mr bhasin the snapshot on time!but IT people had their installation at that time and they cud not work!that time gaurav was also i guess not in a mood of working and so we cud not finish the project!it was a heartbreak for me!i felt that cud ve been a breakthru as we cud ve earned some money out of it and more importantly cud ve been start of our own firm in industry!

let it be!

pushkar and me did a paper together on data encryption standard!but it turned out that our paper was below standard!and i cud not go with pushkar coz dad had his eye surgery!i am really sorry pushkar!thanx hitesh as he did go with him!

after all this cognizant drama and failure of ppt started the real drama of the sem!sessionals started!LEC was a really bakwas subject and we all had screwed it!and V.N.I.T. Axis was on!akshay called me and asked bhai kal contraption hai chalte kya?i said shyam ko bata hun!isaid frustration nikalne ka isse behter koi dusra rasta nahi hai!and i then told my mom ki hum akshay ke gharpe milke padh rahe hai and i did go to his house!game on!we started making contraption!shripad also came and a call was made to big daddy shankar!on dinner time i came home and lied again that we r gonna do over nt studies at akshay's house!and i came back at akshya's house!and next morning we were ready for VNIT!:P!i came home and very quickly did all morning rituals and again told mom extra effort studies at akshay's house!mom was amazed and she gave me her cell phone too!and we went to vnit!set the contraption and shankar came!he had sessional paper that day and usne mujhe bahut gali mari as i did call him his phone was not in silent mode and he was giving paper!judges came and unfortunately for the first time one of the mechanism slipped and for the next try the ball cud not find sufficient force!to add to our miseries the !@#!@$@$#$% sound switch( which never works well on time) again failed that day!but we cud manage w/o sound switch!in the mean time mom called and was asking me only question where ru?and every time i had to run to a place to assure there was silence in the background!she wanted the cell phone back as she wanted to go to hospital!atlast i was home!rushed at just rt time!and till date she does not know i did participate in vnit!

4th sem!i love the even sems!feels they bring luck!

in 3rd sem we did organize an event with the emd cell!that time did not realise how faltu the event was!but it was a very gud exposure of organizing an event!perhaps that was the only + ve!
4th sem!even sem started!the score line read 3 backs from 3rd sem and 2 from first year!so it was -ve 5 for me!to add to it 5 subs of 4th sem!so 10 to go!in search of an ac marklsit!hahahahaha!did also attend techfiesta!

most wonderdull thing i remember of my 4th sem was the win in technovision that year and and a quiz in ycce that we came 3rd!mrunal hadke was my partner!when i go thru the technovision experience full credit to my partner nilay kale!he tursted me!our paper was the work of in dustry project of my dad and report on carnige melon versity!software architecture eveluation using tradoff analysis method!in that technovision i met my 2 mentors bugs and shaunak da!then i met somu da!and many of them!we came 2 nd!it was gr8 it was awesome!ycce was a just a serendipity!casualy i asked mrunal in canteen ki kal quiz hai chalta kya as i am not getting partner as aniket is busy!he said yes and we called the ycce guy!he came and took registrations!
we wnet!300 participants 150 teams aproxx were there!and we managed to get in top 5 at no 3!
was awesome!we played and did gr8!

the only setback i remember down the memory lane was due to my mechanics paper i cud not go to raisoni with puja kalpa and akhil!i am sorry guys for that!but thanx to them they did understand me!

exams were on!this time was the pressure of the first year papers!fortunately for me they were first and then 4th sem!but the challenge was that 3 rd sem papers were in between them!gave mechanics and drawing was ready that i wud pass!

em paper was gud!4th sem maths was gud!nt !@#$@$%32 nu!went real bad!digital circuit was bad!then in between mom went to europe!the day she wnet i remember in two days was edc!emf was gud before!but mom wnet and was not in a mental state to study!thanx puja!she was always there for me throughout!a talk with her in difficulties solved all my worries!i gave edc but it was just borderline may be! then was machines!i made silly mistakes!and felt as if i do not study emmc i wud be dc!i went on studying!and i passed emmc!
at the end the score sheetread!2 backs 4th sem dc and bem!2 backs 3rd sem !but the imp thing was first year clear!puja when she told me my result!i asked her again and again if it was true!i calulated!4 backs means i ve reached 5th sem!
in between the 4th sem my reval result of drawing came!i was clear!the beauty was when the result of first year summer exam came i first time saw my roll now in papers!and i called mom in europe!i was really happy that day!

Third Sem!Hard start Hard way!

third sem was really tough!the debate was going on!i wanted to leave!in a total shock state of mind!still not out of the first year results!to add to it pathetic subjects!and i cud see people changing branches but i cud not due to the shit!felt frustrated!i knew cud do gr8 in computer sci or it!i ve grown up with computers!i know them as my best friends!

my gud friends or the people i knew were in cs ec and industrial!so there was no real friend as such at that time in tronix dept!never wanted to do classes!thatz what i remember of third sem!
a total mess and total shit!

to add to it at the end my head started bleeding!for the first week the doc cud not figure out why it was bleeding?then they decided to open it!and the surgeon opened it at aklola as he came from mumbai in emergency at his home place!and we went by our car there!he opened anf ound the bone wax was not fixed!and then he replaced it!

came the third same exams!nishit and me did study well!thatz what we thought!was the wrost exam for me!had to give 1.chem pract 2.ed 3. mechanics 4. trical 5.edc 6.nt .7 em 8.c and 9.maths and the 3 practs!in all 12 and in breakup 8 theories 4 practs!but fortunately the first year exams were later than my 3rd sem!i do not know what happened with me but i remeber i went totaly blank in measurements and nt paper!edc was ok i do not know why it came back i still wonder!c was gud!so was maths!i just was frustrated and was broken all parts apart!at the end of exam i knew 2 backs for sure!1 on hold!
first year exams were in december!i was determined to clear them!i studied and just studied!
and i cud see a patern had started in my life!when every friend of mine was enjoying perhaps i cud not!and when i had something to share everbody was busy!and i missed wad!trical was fine
mechanics was ok!drawing was !#!$@#$@%#%#%!

at the end the score sheet read : edc em nt back! mechanics and drawing back!
positives of thrid same!made some friends!

The First Battle!Part 2!Me vs NU!The Theory

to give or not to give was the dialemma at home!on the last day of the viva surgery no2 happened!the steel support plates and stell material was removed from my mouth!and in a month they said i cud again start chewing!i was personally againts giving theory!i still wanted to leave the damn place!but at last decided to give it a go!

first paper was mechanics!i found it tough to handle the equations!i was not confident!i went gave the paper and was disappointed!at the end i was sure it will be back!i felt really sad!this was the first time in my life when i walked out of paper i did not want to discuss and i was like where r the dinasoures?never thought that this was going to carry on!

i do not remember the exact sequence of papers!just remember last was physics!and it was gud for me!maths was also gud!chemistry was the most feared 1!but due to nishit gaurav puja it went smooth!another guy i want to thank is shashank panda!he came to meet me at my home and did really help me in my studies!nishit is perhaps my guru and due to him i can pass the nu exams!he was and always there!electrical was a misfortune!in everypaper i knew the internals!and so used to calculate how much i need to get the magic figure of 40 marks!but in trical paper when the internal correction were sent , the mam who was with us did not come and my wrong internals were sent!so it was also back!drwaing was pathetic!i was so tired after 1 hour or so that i had no energy left to continue!and i came home!so it was also back!so on the rsults day the scoresheet read 4 backs 1 practical chemistry and 3 theories drawing trical and mechanics!if proff batra and tha trical mam cud ve sent my internbals rt perhaps the scoresheet wud ve read only 2 backs!

result was a sad day!this was the first time i had failed in a mjor exam!and worst thing was i knew no chance to change my branch!wtf!and i now surely wanted to leave!discussions started at home!but with no results!

Being NANO .... Part 4(last Part)

My last thing i want to ask you is abt hurting my close associates.I have a pure heart and u know that!i can not hurt my close associates and you too know that!but there were times unknowingly becoz of me my close associates were hurt!and god u know that in my wildest dream i can not hurt them!

So i ask you
Why did u make this happen?
i am deeply sorry and i apologize to my close associates.

At the end i just want to say guys and girls do not cry!get on! u ve got %tage! u ve got brain!realize ur dreams!do not follow the rat race or do not follow the stream!god never gave me oppurtunity!u ve the oppurtunity!make most of it!god bless you! whenever u feel low always remember me!u will feel better!

Being NANO.....PART 3

Being NANO another thing i want to discuss with you GOD! u will always have people talking abt crystal clear ideas abt their life and what they should become and u ve workshops on that too!u know i always had this crystal clear idea of being a PHD in astrophysics and enjoying research life in university.This idea was crystal clear since my school days.Perhaps becoz of this only thing i tried iitz like anything to get MSC physics so that my parents willingly send me to my life.But you had some gr8 creative ideas and u know my parents did not allow me to go to hislop to chase my dream.I would ve been really happy there than i am today.My next backup plan was computers.And that too u screwed.And i cud not change my branch.What i am today? Nor a gud comp scii guy?nor a gud tronix guy? i am nothing!so my second so called crystal clear idea was squashed by you!
My third crystal clear idea not to do GATE studies and give everything to the biped bot also failed.And u still ve those !#!#!#$$@ people who do not ve crystal clear ideas abt life and what they want to do and inspite of that they give gyan to others like anything!the most awesome thing was when i failed in EDC the last time!u know it was purely injustice on your part!

so i ask you the question

these big guys always talk abt having aim and abt crystal clear ideas of what to do in life and when i had why did not u help me?All i needed was only 1% help from you.

Being NANO .... PART 2 continued

So being NANO i ask 3 questions to GOD

1.Where is this world going? the moral values which were taught to me by nani that you should help others and you should have a pure heart and you should never be matlabi are of no importance?

Frankly the industrial people taught me some gr8 lessons on political science in pratishruti 2008.And yes the CS people were also not behind!

2. What the hell did i do wrong to other people that u gave me pain and screwed my life?coz u too know that there r more harami guys and girls than me who ve never tasted pain!

3.When i will get my chance to make my parents happy and say to them see i have achieved this job in a company or whatever and now i want to leave for my research life and let me leave coz ur happy.rt now they r really frustrated of me and they r not willing to send me my way.

being NANO ... Part 2

Fate ? nasseb ? Destiny? i still do not know the rt definitions of all these terms!Many a times u hear people saying "Tum tumhara nasseb khud likhte ho" " we do not belive in desitny " " hum hamara nasseb khud likhte hai " i just ask you all to do one thing!for one day , just one day leave ur job leave ur %tage and Face music by coming at my place by standing at my place.Then u will know how lucky u ve been and u will get the real feel of the kindness god has showed on you. then u will realise the real worth of what you ve got! and to those !@#!$@$ who cry that we do not have job and yeh company mili mujhe and woh company chahiye thi and tech mahindra me kya job karna and all those nakhres just one day meri pt of view se life dekho and u will seee the worth of even 5000rs job and happiness of your parents!i am not jealous of anybody nor i was!if i was jealous then i could not have stopped for the whole tcs day.i stayed despite of disputes at home coz i wanted to enjoy my close associates akshay shripad gaurav puja ankit taori etc getting placed in tcs.i helped many people that day becozi had only 1 feeling in my heart Man god did not give me the opportunity of making my parents happy!these guys have!so let me also help them in that dream!i also stayed with gaurav tilll the end in jp morgan coz i wanted to see the ecstacy on his face and then i also enjoyed akshay and team winning contraption in VNIT and adhicary making mockery of !##$@$ sabloak and industrial winning the debate.Many moments were there and i enjoyed with pure heart!

But in SRKNEC u need to be harami than to have a pure heart!we have some gr8 ~!@#$#@$ species!and i mean it!whatever human relationships we shared a ramdaspeth students were completely in contrast to SRKNEC!i learnt the importance of two words selfishness and haramigiri!another important thing i did learn is how to do politics how to be page 3 and all kind of crap!hehehe!and the more nichla darja u talk u ra hero!hehehe!

Being NANO .... Part 1

i thought i would write this part at the end of my blog but then i gave it a rethink and i am writing it now only.I have been a looser throughout my last 6 years of life i have spent.it is not like before 6 years i was a superhero and all but before 2003 at least i had something to show.i did learn in 2003 that i lacked hard work and since then i have been doing hard work but to be frank when i was a fetiyal the results were slightly better than when i became hardworking.My close associates have lost trust and faith in me.The most hurting thing is my parents have lost faith and trust in my abilities.

what i have learnt is the only document that perhaps counts is ur MARKLIST and the most awesome thing is it does not matter how you get ur marks.It does not matter at all if you are honest or you cheat.The end result is the important result.i cheated only once in the sessionals of LEC paper.Nilay my best pal just brought the VBD and he literally scolded me u fool just copy and get marks as all are doing it.It was hell of an experience.Even if i had the liberty of copying all i just copied of abt 20 marks the questions which i was not getting!next thing is to hell with your knowledge.frankly speaking i ve some friends in dept of IT who had done their certification in JAVA SCJP what they call it!but besides only 1 guy nobody had the guts to write in their resume about it for the TCS interview.And the most awesome thing was they did not know the full form of SUN!and that 1 guy was not eligible for TCS!but the thing that mattered was they had plenty of marks on their marklists. i am not criticising anybody nor i am saying i am damn good at all these things nor i am saying they r fools.Perhaps these guys are more intelligent than me!but i sincerely request them to ask 1 question to their conscience! is this right? Our parents r perhaps spending 50,000 bucks per year on us.If we can not apply our knowledge then what is the use of getting marks?But perhaps i am wrong in asking such a question!becoz a guy who answered that it is on windows xp systems cobol is prominently run in industries (the obvious answer being mainframes systems) was placed in TCS and nikhil aggrawal who all know is awesomely talented geek got a gr8 gate score too was out of TCS!hehe!i mean what you make out of this?and above all he was told by TCS people that you r too gud at your C.

So Being NANO a damn looser in studies a guy who was always taught that cheating is bad thing and you should learn to apply your knowledge is being told u fool just cheat and do not apply ur brain stop ur thinking!ye aisa hai!ratta mar!jake likh de!

another incident i remember!we all were writing 5th sem microprocessor paper!and one guy was just sitting idle(not fully idle was trying to do something)!but then he said he wanted to go to toilet!he went to toilet!and after that he wrote the paper at an amazing speed!i do not know what he did in toilet!but it was gr8!hehehehehe!

The First Battle! Me vs NU!Part 1:the vivas!

the game was on!a challenge was on!it was me vs nu and it was going to be the start of an extraordinary journey!i had only 1 fear at the back of my mind that i will get discontinued in my first year xams only!but this i thought wud come handy as a last ray of hope in convincing my family to change my field!but my friends were more confident than me to pass the xam!i had bets with all of them that i wud fail and they said even 2-3 hrs of studies r enough to pass NU!
i still do not know with confidence what to write in the NU papers and how guys and girls get gr8 %tages but at that time the golden no for me was 40!and it still remains the golden no for me!

first i had practicals to face!there were workshop , drawing , electrical, mechanics , physics ,chemistry practicals!so in total 6 vivas to face!the problem was i had my teeth and mouth wired by steel wires and steel screwes and small plates to hold it together!and the doctor said we will remove the support before my vivas by having a minor surgery!but i was against it!my fear was if it wud cause pain i wud not be able to utter a single word!kindly dr nisal acceded with us!and he said ok on the day of last viva we wud ve the surgical procedure!the other funny thing was the steel wires were loose on the ends so i cud feel some part hurting me as i talked!so the doc said we wud stick chewing gums to the end!so all the time 24*7 i used to ve chewing gums in my mouth so that i cud talk!sala jitte centre fresh zindagi me nahi khaye the utte usay samay me khane pade!i by this time had started gaining energy!and now cud walk inside house without much trouble!this was a gud sign!but still the diet was liquid diet!i cud not eat!

i do not remember what was the sequence of the vivas now but i do remember what happened with me!i guess the first was the workshop 1!i had 2 jobs incomplete!but pote sir was very kind and he said no probs!dad was with me and we entered the workshop!i was really tense!they told the external what had happened with me and all!he said fine no problem we will just take his viva and he has to write something on the sheet and we will pass him!madanker sir was the internal examiner!so it was decied that my dad wud sit besides me during my xam!and wow that was awesome!it was university xam practical and i had my dad rt besides me and it was he who did the drawing part on the answer sheet and i did the writting part!after that what happened i do not know but they abolished the idea of taking my viva and we came home!this gave me a tremendous confidence of facing the xam!but i was so exhausted that as soon as i came home i went to sleep!electrical was also gud!i remember there was a mam who helped us!and yes the grup in which i was to perform did everything for me!i am really sorry i do not remember the faces and names of that grup but i am really really thankfull to you!i just signed on the attendence sheet and rest of the work was done by them!thanx again guys!the viva lasted for a min as i was asked how my accident happened and all!physics was gr8 too!it strated on a horrible note as i got the transistor practical and i did not know how to do it!but dandeker mam came to my rescue she said do not worry we will change it!and thanx to 2 guys manish tiwari and aditya pandit we xchanged our practicals!manish shifted from the thermistor one to another and i got thermistor(the only pract i had prepaired) and pandit shifted to the transistor 1!the external came and asked me few questions and i answered them and last question she asked me was i present for internal practical ? actucally i was present for the physics practical but on that moment i said no mam i did not give my internal pract!damn!later i was damn tense about my answer!so physics was over!drawing was again a terrifying experience!i went in the classroom in the industrial dept!i was very very tense as i had studied nothing!and i guess just becoz of my dadz gr8 impression and mercy shown by the proffs i passed drawing!i did not do a single question rt in the asnwersheet which was provided!did something rough sketches of sort on the sheet and then came viva!viva as gud!i answered 2 questions rt which nobody cud answer and then we had a discussion with zole sir!and this was a frightning discussion!he asked me if i had written on the answersheet and then asked how was the viva and internals and all!and he said ho jana chahiye pass!wtf!ho jana chahiye pass?yar i said shit beta get ready for a practical back!but dad assured me and he said tambe sir's project viva of m tech was taken by him and as gole sir was his best friend nothing was going to happen and i wud pass!mechanics was the best!kulkarni sir was rocking!he said no need to perform practical!just take the journal and copy it into ur answerhseet!wow!wow!my feeling was like i want to dance!then in viva the first question he asked me how did ur accident happen?then i told the external everything and he said to apke calculation galat ho gaye!and we both had a laugh!and then he asked me mere ko ek bat bata tu rehta shankar nagar me bolta hai dost ke yahan gaya tha per mujhe pura shak hai tu girlfriend se milne gaya tha and tera jaghda ho gaya and usi ki tension me ye sab ho gaya!and i was like convincing him ki aisa kuch nahi hai sir!then he said just do not worry!u ve guts in you and u will pass!

i am changing my para to write about the chemistry pract!becoz there is a reason for that!this was the most hopeless dept!evenafter assuring my internals i still do not know they did it knowingly or unknowingly sent wrong internals to the university and i got a damn back in my practical!and in this practical i wrote like anything becoz i was scarred!and i gave a gud viva too!the external was awesome and he too teased me on the gf issue!but he then asked me pretty simple questions and i did answer them correctly!

and after all thos vivas on the last viva day i had my 1st minor surgery!dr nisal on that evening gave me local anestheshia and he removed the steel wires,small plates and screwes from my mouth!it was blood all over my mouth that evening!everytime i used to wash my mouth the colour of the water used to become red!it took the whole night for the bleeding to stop!it was painfull and i cud not talk properly!but i was happy as the doc said now u wud be able to chew and eat solid food!

i again thank all my friends who helped me thru my difficult phase!who backed me for this adventure of giving vivas!the first part was over!the next part was a much bigger challenge!

HOME,SUBMISSIONS,THE EXAM DEBATE

now i was home but completely bedridden!did not have the energy even to walk a distance of 2 cm!my next problem was of the nose packs and breathing and the heavy dressing!the exam debate had also started at home and i was against giving exmas as it was clear that i wud fail and get DC and screw everything!but dad mom and all my friends thought that i still had enough in me to somehow manage 2nd year!my friends helped me a lot!thanx to all of them!ankit aggrawal , gs manda ,nishit goenka, gaurav,puja everybody!what they did for me is out of my imagination and i still do not know how i can thank them!they all with my family constantly were chatting with proffs and wrote all my journals,completed the ED drawing book and what not!Man i owe my whole life to all of you!

My stand on the xam was ki i wud not be able to write the xams!but doctors said u will be able to do it!The only thing which i had to follow was while writting keep my head in an upward direction otherwise there used to be bleeding from my nose!our thought was ki me and nishit wud cover the whole syllabus during second sessional with the c2d helping us to imrpove!we were in high spirits that we wud do something gr8 so that our wounds of not getting into a gud insti wud heel!we also had a plan to prepare for last chance AIEEE for me and JEE for nishit!but it all went for a six!so here i was in a dialemma whether to give and face the music or to accept defeat and not give xams!


but all my friends and family was like cmn you can do it!i cud not give my second sessionals nor the upsenty tests!proff bopardiker had come to meet me at home but he too said just bring him for the finals!but i wanted to have a trial run!so dad said letz try to go for the physics practical in the second sessionals!i said ok!i guess it was around 25-26 march 2006!i now after 2 weeks at home cud walk a litttle!mom had pestered me with all kinds of soups juices shakes and what not!i cud not eat as i had the whole mouth being stranded with steel wires and steel clips!my fear was that due to pain i cud not talk for more than 10 mins continuously so how i wud fair in viva!
but we did manage to go the physics practical!whooa!with my friends support i somehow managed to reach the physics lab!where in normal course it took me 2 mins to reach physics lab thru stairs , it took me around 45 mins to reach the lab with support from my friends and dad!


i remember pande sir was taking viva of my friends and as soon as i entered he asked me how i was and i just turned slowly towards him and told him i was ok!another thing which i remember was abhishek bardhan roy came to me and chatted with me how i was and the c2d had helped him and all!then i was made to sit in the staff room and proffs said no viva for u!ur gud and we know it!so they marked my attendence and said just go home and rest and prepare for the finals!we came downstairs and i went home!that incident gave me a lot of confidence that i can face xams!that made me feel i had enough energy and even if i was out of touch from studies for somany days and very few days left for xams i wud be able to manage 2nd year!i felt it was a fairy tale that was going on in my life!thanx to all those guys and girsl who stoodby this villan from first year and motivated me like anything and still they belived that i had talent to pass the xams!hehehehehehehehe!